I saw the Matrix, it was bad. Just bad. I also saw Elf which was funny. Scott and I were singing loudly in the theater to You Make Me Feel So Young by none other than Frank himself. Oh and he has the same birthday as my mom!!!!

I feel bad for Josh. He says his plans are going really badly. Each day I see him he says it gets worse. I wanna ask him about it, but it doesn't seem like he wants to talk about it.

So it's Monday night and I'm trying to finish art homework that is due tomarrow. It's getting better. I mean doing art without screaming that is.

I need to start my mission of trying to find myself. I finally feel stable enough here to begin I think. I'll talk about this more later tonight when I need another break.