Last night, I actually went out! I hung out with Dave and his friends at the pool hall and then Dave, his friend Steve, and I went dancing till closing time. It was great fun. But I swear hip hop music is sooo hard to dance to!
I'm loving my stay here, but I also can't wait to start school!

I got a job! It's just a temporary job, but it could be for 2o hrs/wk. I'll be working at the Textbook Annex!!

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What are you guys trying to say?

All I ever talk about are my chores. But face it, that's what's on my mind most of the time. I've always have to be doing something. Looking for scholarships, looking for a job, working on homework, packing, fixing things, or planning the rest of my life.

Sometimes I wish I could really relax. I wish I could stay still enough to be creative, to create art, to create little stories inside my head, or to just enjoy the moment.

I'm back in the comfort of my snuggly home. My mom has really changed up the yard, she's really got a passion for this. It's really nice to be home again. I can't wait to see what UMass is like in the Fall. Oh, I finally signed up for classes! I'm taking an African American history class, Geology classes- most about environmental issues, Anthro class, French, and Calc II.

Ok, I'm going to be a rebel. Yes, my paper is not truely done to the best of my capabilites, but no I don't give a damn! I am going to waste time by writing in my journal! 3 Journals in one day! It's madness I know!

I hope all of you know that this journal exists just because I literally am too lazy to write emails to each one of you, so I do this. And it's a great place to ramble on and on, and to have the possibilty that someone might read it. It's thrilling.

Ramblings...
Has anyone else noticed that there are quite a few skinny white male English teachers who own purple shirts or odd shirts?

Damn my ambitious side. How am I suppose to have fun when I'm planning on taking 17 credits, working, and living in an all girls dorm! (Btw I didn't choose to live in an all girls dorm, they stuck me there)

I'm turning 19 in 10 days. I'm planning on going to Gotham Citi club with Dave. I'm looking forward to that, but I don't know if I'm going to survive long enough to enjoy that.

Writing that next 10 page paper is going to be hell. Writing in general is pure torture. I'd rather get a clitoris piercing than write a 10 page paper. I'd rather run five miles than write a 10 page paper. I'd rather stare at the ceiling for a week straight than write a 10 page paper. I'd rather drink a bottle of hot sauce than write a 10 page paper. I'd rather listen to Brittney Spears than write a 10 page paper. Am I making myself clear?

Ok, so I'll update. Although there's not too much to report. I've spent every waking hour for the past two days to write a paper that still isn't finished. I didn't even shower (yuck) because it would have taken too much precious time away from glueing my eyes to a computer screen and racking my brain. And this weekend I get to write another 10 page paper. So I'm just cranky and bitchy.

I go home either Aug 19 or 20th. And for any of you out there that read this thing (which I think is only 2 people) my birthday is Aug 22!

If I don't stop writing, all I'll write is my complaining.